Assalamualaikum and good morning.

Today is Monday. I'm wake up early like week before. 

Today's dilemma, 

To eat or not to eat free muffin breakfast given by McDonald's. 

Before eat, start with Bismillah, pray for Palestinians that have been tortured by Israel. We are sad, but we did nothing. and some spread that free breakfast is just an another games by Zionist Israel. 

Allah swt know everything. Subhanallah. 

First

Goodnight.
for muslim, Assalamualaikum.

I did this blog as my private place where I can write anything. I will try my best not to expose this blog to others.

Its exist because I had issue on trust. 

I should not and never easily trust people who I known for one year. Trust me, you should not talk your secret or any sensitive issues to a creature called women. They tend to tell another person as she called 'Bestfriend' and guess what, tadaaaaa~~

The secret have been spread over.

I write from past experience. I mean I am a girl. I try learning as much as I can a day. And   I had enough from them. Every year I had the same issue. maybe I'm the one is problematic. but maybe I just can't stand and just see the wrong doing.

I guess now my greatest partner (guy) is true enough,'Girls can be pretty darn cruel to each other' - Secretxx

Even they left me behind, avoid me, talk behind my back, I still be friend with them. I try  being professional here. They can call me fake, or what ever it is. The fact I know them damn well. Guess what,I call its not fake darling, that is mature, you still treat persons you don't like nice and fairly. I will try my best to act normal as much as I can. 

I'm just another normal human being here.
They are women, decisions always based on emotion...
After all, I'm a girl who just to turn into woman. Don't get mad.
Just assume that I will tell more here than I told them. 

World is round, what goes around, will comes around. 
I will always pray the best for them, Allah knew the best for His creature because He is Creator. 


Ya Allah, I pray that You protect my heart from sadness and darkness. I believe in Your test as your slave. I put faith on Your fate. Amin.